I can't believe I struggle on a full body drawing of Gray for a while and currently being stuck on a step for a week now because of shoes.

Or how I've been trying so hard to do a distinguished but streamlined redesign of Gray since 2021 and still hurt by being told to stop because of stuff like "overworking my lines" and "the posing is too stiff" for something like a reference sheet.

Dang, it's already mid-June and just ended up struggling with pushing out art, especially ones that I would find fun to want to work on.

Then April ended up adding to the struggle, even to when I ended up feeling sad on my birthday, from being on the receiving end of people abusing "sensitivity language" killing part of my enthusiasm and had difficulty generally interacting since then.